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我死于互联网 I was dead on the Internet

展期 | 2021年9月4日至9月26日

时间 | 每周三(Wed)至周日(Sun)，10:00 - 18:00

铜仁路联华公寓 Lianhua Apartment

地址 | 杭州市西湖区天目山路398号，16号楼，2楼 

2F, Bldg16, No.398, Tianmushan Rd, Hangzhou

我死于互联网，我曾经以为我在这里成长。这两年困在柏林生长在庞大的顶楼阳台上，边沁式的圆形监狱，观察着所有邻居的日常，同时在互联网上求生的自己还是死去了，在冬日强风下竹叶的飘动沙沙声抹去手指摩擦屏幕留下油腻的指纹，身体沉在沙发里，黑色的皮面散发着头发的气味，灰尘包裹着真菌落在臂膀上，弥留中变成一棵红枫，冬季的红枫枯死枝蔓上蘑菇的痕迹随风飘散降落在另一具身体旁被蚂蚁搬走。失败的，沮丧的，不值一提的瞬间与念头死于互联网。

一组用iPhone制造的图片，用菲林打印的方式呈现在窗户上，借助自然光呈现不同的灰度，图片成了对使用手机去观看的结果，也是我尝试去描述看见的过程，那些在记忆中会闪回又模糊的构成生活的大面积空洞，失败的细节。

This group of images was made with iPhone, presented on the window by way of film printing, with the help of natural light to show different shades of grey. These images became the result of using the iPhone to see and my attempt to describe the process of seeing. Those that would flashback and blur in memory constitute a large void in life, failure details.

延续了之前《橡皮软糖》使用的玻璃糖纸材料，UV在材料上，涂层脆弱，揉搓材料并再次铺展开，涂层会龟裂，掉落，图片的内容是LED透过玻璃映射在玻璃正面的云层的倒影中，在此刻看见了所有可被眼睛看到的光，下一刻消散破碎，念头般不值一提。

在公园里打坐的人，在地铁里享受春日阳光的人，在炽热的水泥地面穿着融化拖鞋散步的人，爬出城市水系的人，在这些规训的景观中，我看见自洽的失落，悲伤的无聊，臃肿的情绪，一堆景观。

Those who meditate in the park, who enjoy the spring sun in the subway, who walk in melting slippers on a blazing hot concrete floor and who climb out of the city water system, in these regimented landscapes I see the loss of self-consistency, sad boredom, bloated emotions, a bunch of landscapes.

“Icon”系列是对User描摹，用手机app Pixelable 像发社交媒体动态一样，手指和智能设备的摩擦，碎片状的注意力相互敲击，听到回声，留在屏幕上。

《icon011》在我完成后，我遇到了她。

ddrk.me是一个叫作低端影视的网站，观察域名不难发现，“ddrk”并不是“低端影视”的拼音首字，尝试拼出来，发现是“低端人口”，在网站的关于页面，站长写道：“我们的目标是提供最便捷的，同时支持电脑和移动设备的超清画质在线观看影视剧体验。域名ddrk.me是站长自嘲，不是指访问本站的您，请勿对号入座。”我习惯性地查看了域名的whois信息并记录了下来，把这些信息打印在工业薄膜上，放进空间中，薄膜很容易产生静电，会黏在皮肤上，地上墙上，也会吸附灰尘。

ddrk.me is a website called Low-End Film and TV. It is not difficult to figure that “ddrk” is not the pinyin initials of "Low-End Film and TV", but of "Low-End Population" (dī duān rén kǒu). On the About page of the website, the webmaster writes that “Our goal is to provide the most convenient online viewing experience for both computers and mobile devices with ultra-clear picture quality. The domain name ddrk.me is self-deprecating and does not refer to you as a visitor to the site, so please do not take it personally." I habitually checked the domain name's whois information, recorded it, later printed it on industrial films, and included them in the space. These films easily generate static electricity, stick to the skin, the floor and walls, and absorb dust.